_perlu ke aku malu?? _

Perlu ke aku malu?? Malu cbb pe?? Na taw?? Haha.. malu cbb aku ni seorang repeater..serious sgt aku malu gler ble msok klaz bdak part 2 tu.. they seem so intelligent,bringht,active and confident more than me . . n make me like I’m so dumb,lose confident,no smart..kesian nye aku ni.. n a bit annoying when they no the answer if lecturer ask us..cbb dowg reti na jwb..huhu.. aku dah lama tak masok klaz tu.. so next week ade la aku msok.. ermm,bez la jugak b’cause the lecturer so sporting..she still single..i thought she was married..haha..being a repeater mmg ta bez..tak g klaz sme2 with frend.. pastu ttiba frend ask me “ko dah bce bi0 ??” ermm.. n I said “ aku kn repeat “ with embrassing face . . kenkadang ase marah gak ble dowg tanye cmtu kn..n today(31 July 2012) u know what?? Arini budak bio de test..n aku of kos la ta bce bku.. n one of my frend said “untung la ami ta yah bce bio..” ermm,aku ase malu ade.. ase mara ade. . ase na nanges p0n ade.. tu na peril owg ke ape ek?? I tak boleh filter lam otak I ni.. tp na wat cmne.. frend aku tu kejap nyanyok.. pastu ok laa..hehe..tp as a MYA MIDDLETON . . A VERY UNDERSTANDING GIRL.. aku maafkan kowang . . mmg kecik aty la sket but mya phm.. sometimes we as person mmg kenkadang perlu dimalukan kerana ia menunjukkn kelemahan dri kita n therefore we must fight to cope our disadvantage n the product is we will be more HEBAT than other..hahahaa.. lupe plak HEBAT in englishh.. ==’’  tapi tu la kn,aku ni mmg tade confident lgsung dalam dri sndri.. aku mula sedar yg aku ni confident not in right time..mksud mya mcm confident pada mse yg slah seperti mnyanyi di dalam bilik kuat2.. buat bnde yg tak faedahh. Astagfirullahhala’zim . . . . mya ase cedey ngn dri sndri..  I’m freak . . tapi LIFE MUST GO ON.. ayat lecturer physic . . ENCIK NADZAM. . . i like the way he taught us . . so sekarang aku kena n need to be MORE CONFIDENT… tulis kat sni mmg senang . . cer ko buat ?? hahaha . . aku tak confident when I’m doing it alone . . all my frend in group tade yg repeat bi0logy sooo I rasa awkward when I’m alone.. mya mmg ta bese alone.. serious ckp.. when I;m alone I feel like everybody want to leave.. maybe it so childish but that is who I am..  aku nak sgt ad ease confident mcm owg confident kat luar sne tu.. ??? phm taa..hehe . . ckp sal confident ni mmg aku tabet spring la kat sowg abg repeat klaz calculus ni.. cbb pe?? Dye tak malu tok jwb soalan kat depan kelaz eventhough everyone know he is repeater . . mya mmg tabet spring kat abg tuu . . serious . . no doubt..hehe.. erm dah la..malaz na merepek pnjang2.. in conclusion LIFE MUST GO ON !!! ^__^